Let's start again...

I haven't blogged in about 4 months, and I wanted to delete all my previuos blogs, but when I read them I decided to keep them... cos things might not worked out for me at that time... but it still happened, and I still have the memories from it...

So, uhm... what to say...
Things are at a crossroads at the moment. I have made a beeg decision, and now there is so many things that have to happen before that decision can be realised...
I've decided to move back home to Queenstown. Its been in my head for a while now. Actually, its been swimming in there for the last two years... And now I am actually going to go through with it. Its scary, but I'm very excited!! Can't wait to be with the people & pets that I miss and think of every day. Not that I wont miss my Gonubians, but I think its for the best.

Read The Bloggess!! This chick is sooooo awesome. (thebloggess.com)
She has made me LOL many a times. You might get offended, so be warned!! :)

Bling & Nerves

I'm going to a Denim and Bling party tonite... Very excited that I can be all shiny and stuff!!
but... I will see M there, and we havent spoken in two days, and the last time we did speak, things ended in a weird and very confusing way... I suppose the worst that can happen is that he will say that he has changed his mind and he just wants to be friends... But how do I tell my heart to stop falling for him? Its get so happy when its sees him...

Not Love...

Nothing makes you as sad as unanswered love...

Did I really make the mistake of falling in love AGAIN??? I thought this time would be different... I read the signs so wrong!!!

But how do you not believe someone when they say they love you??

Here I'm sitting with the hurt once more... Can a heart that was broken before, break again?? Apparently so...

Life

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

Love in the AM

How do you know you are in love with someone??

When he smses you at 02:41 in the morning and it wakes you up, and you are so happy to hear from him… who cares that you have to go to work in 4 hrs?

♥ Quote for the Day

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

- Dr Seuss

Love Quote of the Day

I found this today whilst on my googling for the day... and with me being in lurrve and all, I found it very pretty...


"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.- Captain Corelli's Mandolin. "Love is the beauty of the soul." --St. Augustine