Bling & Nerves

I'm going to a Denim and Bling party tonite... Very excited that I can be all shiny and stuff!!
but... I will see M there, and we havent spoken in two days, and the last time we did speak, things ended in a weird and very confusing way... I suppose the worst that can happen is that he will say that he has changed his mind and he just wants to be friends... But how do I tell my heart to stop falling for him? Its get so happy when its sees him...