Bling & Nerves

I'm going to a Denim and Bling party tonite... Very excited that I can be all shiny and stuff!!
but... I will see M there, and we havent spoken in two days, and the last time we did speak, things ended in a weird and very confusing way... I suppose the worst that can happen is that he will say that he has changed his mind and he just wants to be friends... But how do I tell my heart to stop falling for him? Its get so happy when its sees him...

Not Love...

Nothing makes you as sad as unanswered love...

Did I really make the mistake of falling in love AGAIN??? I thought this time would be different... I read the signs so wrong!!!

But how do you not believe someone when they say they love you??

Here I'm sitting with the hurt once more... Can a heart that was broken before, break again?? Apparently so...

Life

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

Love in the AM

How do you know you are in love with someone??

When he smses you at 02:41 in the morning and it wakes you up, and you are so happy to hear from him… who cares that you have to go to work in 4 hrs?

♥ Quote for the Day

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

- Dr Seuss

Love Quote of the Day

I found this today whilst on my googling for the day... and with me being in lurrve and all, I found it very pretty...


"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.- Captain Corelli's Mandolin. "Love is the beauty of the soul." --St. Augustine

My ♥ Story

I met this boy about 7 years ago in Queenstown. We used to work across the road from each other, and somehow we ended up to know the same people (not difficult in Qtn) and we became friends…

And now after all this time, I’ve fallen for him… HARD...
Lucky for me, he feels the same way!!

One of the wonderful things about this, is that he has seen me at my worst and my best, he has wiped the tears of my make-up streaked face… seen me wake up after a hectic night with my hair all over the place… seen me sad, happy, crazy and angry… and he still wants to be with me… How amazing is that?? I can just be me… and that is enough for him…

In my experience with the whole love thing, that is a very rare thing to have...

NEW

This is my first blog entry... and I'm not sure what to say...

We had a supper thing at Kirsti's last nite, and it was really great. Every day I realise how special the people are in my life... Things have changed so much since I moved to East London, the whole dynamic and how everyone fits in is different to then... but I'm so happy with the way things are at the moment. The politics has been stressful, but I think I'm getting the balance right now...

Having a braai with the MMs in my life tonite and 2mro I'm going out with Wayne and them to the Zone... Vino and good company... What more can a girl ask for :)

Mmmmkay, this should do hey...